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Right.

For one reason or another, I kept forgetting today's 1st April, and got TRICKED at least TEN TIMES today.

I'm such a loser, pfft.

I'm tired.

In the physical sense and unfortunately, mentally.

It's really unfair how I seem to be the only one who's making sacrifices. It's not fair how I seem to be doing work that's beyond my responsibility just because some other people can't be bothered to complete theirs.

It's not fair.

I won't be surprised if I fall sick soon. My migraine has been acting up recently, and I'm quite sure it'll aggravate in a few days to come. And then I'd have an entire day to rest at home.

Wow. I'm actually looking forward to a migraine attack!




AJA AJA FIGHTING!

Ha, tell me about it.

If everyone fulfills what they're required to do, and do them well, the world would be such a wonderful place.

Not only for me, but for everyone.

But too bad life just isn't like that.



GCP has been bogging my mind too.

Money vs. Interest - it's a difficult choice to make.

And it's caused me to realise how life is so, so unfair.

Which makes me wonder: What am I living for?

RAWR. I missed Peer Tutoring today for a briefing that lasted only half an hour -.-

Y'know, I could have clocked an extra hour and a half for NYAA but oh well, it was in exchange for a quality chat with my batchmates at KAP after that so I guess missing PT is kinda worth it :D

And their first impression of me is that I'm WEAK.

So weak that they didn't dare to touch me in case I'd break under their touch, and I look as if a single gust of wind can send me flying in the air -.-

Or Louisa put it: I'm FRAGILE.

I look so weak meh?

Anyhow, it's a huuuuuge reality check for me.

Time to finish up homework and start the coming new week right!

But what kind of weekend would that be?

Never mind. I shall sleep now and bother about homework tomorrow. I need some recharging.

Cos it's enough panda resemblance for a week already. I just wanna look like me.

But stresssssssss omg, all the homework that I have!

Unlike fuel and all the other important and valuable stuff, homework is like, inexhaustible.

Tell me why.

Okay, it doesn't.

In fact, I think right now, at this very minute, this very second, sleep is about the only thing I love in the whole wide world.

I. Need. Sleep.

If not everyone will get to see a real-life human-panda for free =________=

And it will be a fat one too.

Cos I ate 3 sticks of ice-cream in school today round 4-5pm followed by a cup of Cookies and Cream-flavoured ice-cream at home after dinner. Crazy, yes I know, and I probably gained like 2kg from all the ice-cream I ate but people stress maaaah.

And I just had the funniest telephone conversation ever. Literally speaking, I was listening to Eileen speak in my left ear, while trying to understand my conversation with Zheng Yan in another and talking to both of them at the same time.

It was damn amusing :D

We were having our Geography Assignment meeting by the way, so imagine :D

AND EILEEN ZOMG, we were on the phone for more than an hour and a half! You better be thankful that my incoming calls are free!

And waaaaaaaaaah, horror movie in the morning! Gosh, for Language Arts even. Who ever watches THE VILLAGE for LITERATURE?!

I was so scared that I almost peed in my pants :| And I'm quite relieved that I didn't tear Eileen's jacket :D

I think from now on, I won't be able to help but scream when I see red :\

Ending on a random note: I wish Mathematics can go, AND DIE.

I almost had a heart attack at least three times today. Yeah, so much so that it's quite a miracle to know that I'm actually still alive.

In a way, I'm thankful for how things turned out for me. No, actually, I'm ELATED that everything was settled so easily. I just feel stupid for having fret over what seemed to be nothing of a concern at all and lost so many hours of sleep as a result.

I look like a panda now by the way.

But I've really, really, really learnt my lesson. Really.

And it's one huge load off my back. Now that we have gained experience, no matter how little, I believe we'd be able to do a better job for the next one. I hope everything goes well.

*Crosses my fingers*

Sorry for being so vague, ha, but I'm not really in a mood to spell everything out. It'll just destroy my mood.

And it's one down, two more to go.

I must tell myself that I can do it.

Quan puts it best:

这一天还是到了，该来的总是会来的.

Yeaaaaaaaaah, cos it's back to school tomorrow from what felt like nothing of a holiday.

Duh. I've been slogging my guts out EVERY SINGLE DAY to finish the mount asdfghjkl of homework.

No movies, no play, no fun, and hardly any rest.

But someone please tell me why I still have so much left to do! ):

Rawrrrrr I think it's got something to do with my incompetency. If not, I'm just simply dumb.



Okaaaaaaay. That's enough mindless writings for a day. It's time to sleep to mentally recharge for the new term :D

Which I foresee, is going to be quite a bit of a something. Yeah, what with a bunch of virtually impossible deadlines, more tests and...

... remedial.


How exciting  -________-

我是应该勇敢地面对...

I'm really disappointed in myself.

There's actually a song by Westlife which I have not heard of despite it being released in 2003!

And... and... and I call myself their fan!

I'm such a failure ):

( Written in the Stars )

My greatest regret in life is to have missed their concert last year, all thanks to my mum.

Here's a video of Kurt's very own Cheekopek's mini concert for your viewing pleasure! ;)

I know it's pretty pathetic but hey, we were desperate for some other form of entertainment besides Wee Wee's lame and awfully cold jokes and since we were stuck on Pulau Ubin, we didn't have much of a choice..

Oh, FYI, the audio sucks - you can hardly hear anything with the exception of our cheers and screams. Still, like I said, it's for your viewing pleasure and trust me, watching it is interesting enough :)

Enjoy~!